A Broken Wing..

if (today==monday)
{
printf("I only have 2 exams left");
printf("hooraahh!!");
printf("and both of them are next week's problem... having fun!");
}
return 0;

haha... so stupid.. finally i finished the computing exam.. blood has been shed.. tears has been dropped..
but after the exam finished... i feel.. i like this.. haha.. computing.. hmmm.. should i take another computing subject? i think it's quite fun!
making a language that a computer can understand... although not all human could... haha

anyway.. rubbish...

i was thinking of the song jordin sparks from american idol sung.. a broken wing.. it's not the sound that thrills me.. the lyrics are..
they say, melody is like seeing someone for the 1st time.. the physical attraction.. but as you know the person inside, that's the lyrics... the thing they are underneath.. (music and lyrics)
so, somehow, the lyrics are really cool.. it's about a woman keep striving for a dream..

..in a broken wing, she carried her dreams..
Martina McBride - A Broken Wing

sometimes, we think of a dream... we tried hard to get it.. try to fly with both wings.. but when something bad happened, a wing got broken. then, we stopped trying..
desperate, stress, anger.. that makes us never wanna try more..
we wanted to wait till the wings are healed, then try again.. but then.. the desperate, stress, and anger leaves the wound opened..

we need to strive to realize a dream.. imagine a world without any dream... what a blunt world it would've been.. no wishes, no passion, no new invention..

work hard to get your dream! don't let one or two failures makes you stop! Ganbattenee!!

Having Fun!

hm? yea... i know it's not the time for having fun.. it's exam period.. but still.. i have no mood in studying.. so, why not spending some time blogging, rather than i sleep all the time?

i'm halfway done through my exams this semester! yay! 3 to go! computing, MOM, and physics... goodness.. i wonder how well i do this semester...

anyway, wanna congratz the peepz back there, for finishing the national exams! woohoo.. betcha it's not that hard! (well, indonesian language might be a problem.. but still)
school exams still waiting though.. this is the main problem.. haha! goodluck all of u guys!

bought my tix back to jakarta already... 14 june.. can't waaiiitt!! too bad i can't go back earlier due to the exam i'll have... i want to go to the choir reunionn!! arghh!
geez... time really flows.. it's almost a year already... it seems like only a few months that i was standing in changi airport, looking at the new environment.. now, it's almost time to see a brand new batch standing there.. haha
i'm freshie no more! i'm a sophomoreee (well, almost...)

this exam period is extremely a fun-period for me... watching i-don't-know-how-many animes.. reading heaven-knows-how-many-chapters of mangas.. goodness... what AM I DOING??!!! isn't exam period supposed to be hectic, crazy, stressful, and depressing? what happened to my plan to mug? what happened with my plan to go to library and study?

can't wait for the american idol finale! at last sanjaya is out of the competition! awful...

A Mess

Goodness, what a mess my table is...
well, it's not a new thing, but this is extra messiness... believe me, it's not THIS messy on normal days...
then, what causes this mess? c'mon, u can guess... 4 letters.. EXAM!!
2 days from now is the start of exam period.. i'll have 2 exams on my first day...
think about it.. i have to study lagrange multiplier, multiple integral, ordinary differential equation, vectors, taylor&maclaurin series, convergence test, PLUS manufacturing overhead, cost driver, depreciation cost, cash flow statement, balance sheet, income statement... hell...
yeah, it's math and accounting exams! what the f*** was i thinking when i did the subject planning???

anyway, what done is done.. what matter is how we deal with the present and the future.. haha.. finished 3 past year papers for maths, 2 for accounting, 2 for computing.. the other... let me think of it later...

can't wait till the exams are finished.. wanna take a break from this stupid things... esp effcomm and computing.. ha! after this semester, bye2 C++, bye2 "Communicate! by Verderber"
for those 3rd graders back there in jakarta, good luck for your national exams! we have the same start! hope u guys prepared well.. gotta work hard!

gotta study again.. more tutorial problems to be solved... more hair to be fallen... God bless those people having exams... haha!

N.B: my 1st year period is almost over... next time i'll meet somebody, i'll have to say I'm 2nd year already... geez.... old geezer!

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Easter Day!

It's Easter Time! Time flows really fast. Lent was just like yesterday. 5 weeks of lent.. 1 week of passion sunday..
went to cathedral for holy thursday and good friday. it was really soothing being there. hearing the choir singing was just.. amazing. never really paid attention to these days back there in Jakarta. but here, it's different. i found peace and tranquil.. prayer, music, God.. it all blended to one..
went to st mary's for the easter vigil mass.. it was a truly amazing experience. not that i've never been there... not that the choir was better.. simply because there were 110 people waiting to be baptized. it was so beautiful. they were baptized, and when they came back, they're wearing white robes..

"Though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow..."

they lit their candles, the lights were dimmed. it was such a breath-taking scene. they might feel anxious about the baptism. not to mention the muddy-colored water used... and even the cold church. but then, they're there.. rejoicing the same God I worshipped.

"..and you, tiny candles of the world.. are you able to shine the world when the sun is tired? are you able to give warmth to your surroundings?"

and so, the easter comes.. all christians across the world rejoices for the rise of Christ. May God bless us, and remind us of the beauty of the earth he created...

I know the picture is very blur.. but, that's the best i can take with my handphone.. haha. still, i find it beautiful...